The Abyss

I wonder how one gets out of the abyss. I wonder how one finds light in the circumstantial sadness and chagrin. I wonder how one finds hope in between and among thoughts and musings.

I wonder how one lies down and no matter what one does, closed eyes never mean a peaceful mind. I wonder how in the chaos, one finds not only silence but peace. In behalf of it all, what should I do? In the midst of it all, what can you do?

Every waking hour is a blessing and so it seems until you have a pedagogy of a bad day or may be bad luck. That sometimes things don’t go my way. Perhaps the universe has a reason. Perhaps one needs time in order to heal and be guided. I wonder, then wonder and wonder all over again.

Choose my battles. The world doesn’t revolve around me. The world rotates on its own axis but my axis and yours is not the same. However, you and I are connected in some way and some conversation. There is an interlinking tie. Share and learn from each other.

Friendships and relationships may work or not, but the “I” has to keep moving forward without a doubt. Grief may strike, but still one’s world against all odds must survive. Yet, the wonder stays.

The wonder of the hissing wind is music to my ears. The moist and drizzle bring the warmest and coldest warmth and cold. The rain is more like the tears from heaven. Taking a shower is an option untold.

Every day is a plethora of emotions. A paradigm of joy, sadness, excitement, loneliness, happiness, anger, self-doubt and all. Yet those are the feelings that make one human more than being AI generated.

The abyss is just an abyss. To some, it may pass and to some, it may end. But as long as one journeys, let’s enjoy the roller-coaster ride. It might be an abyss, but carry one with hope in your heart. Perhaps, bring that magical lighted matchstick that glows within but not a candle that burns. One must go on – yearn and learn.

How are you today? Take care of your thoughts and make your sanity intact. Besides surviving to live, make yourself whole. This is not for anyone else but the “I” and you. I hope this message rings well to you.